Description This is you. Remember? This is part of your being alive. This is the moment of truth. What will come next? Where do you go after you have gone to the end? Prayer and despair look, and sound, so much alike. . . . It was early autumn. I had been walking in the woods. I did not know I would come to this. I paused, stood still, came close. And then fire came forth, filling even the air. My God, my God . . . . . Abbey of Gethsemani, Kentucky.